I separated, in my mind, personal from business, as methodically as an
egg is separated from its yolk for a recipe. I allowed myself to think about
the person who had either resigned or been asked to leave (perhaps 'the
person who was resigned' is the better terminology), but only during my lunch
break. For so long as I was carrying out my job, I chose to think only of
his replacement. He appeared to 'know his stuff', and exuded confidence that
now, the numbers would climb upward. This could only be good for all of us,
and excellent for the business.
Less than twenty-four hours after my boss left the property, I found
myself fully aligned with his replacement, even looking forward to working
with him. Looking forward to making the company stronger, and if you'll
spare my use of an overused term, happily anticipating 'moving ahead'.
It felt like the right way to feel.
Until I allowed myself to think, as I drove home, about the man with the
family. The man with the resume in hand who would search for a new company
to belong to. The man who left so abruptly, he was given no opportunity for
good-byes to a staff who honestly and sincerely liked him. Thinking about
the man, the knot returned, settled, then neatly and effectively cut off my
appetite for dinner.
It was then that I questioned my own level of humanity. Was I less of a
person for feeling this optimism, for slamming shut the door of mourning so
soon? The rapid about-face in my loyalties either meant that I had forgotten
the human element of the business world, or that I had finally mastered the
fine art of surviving within it. The decision as to which was the better way
was one I opted not to make. I merely separated it from my thought processes
as methodically as the egg, again, from the yolk.
Yesterday before lunch, he was my boss. After lunch, he was a decision
that had to be made. This morning he was 'the person who used to sit over
there,' and this evening he is someone I used to work for, but now I work for
someone new. Loyalties shift, emotions step aside, the focus turns to
forward directions, and a person is relegated to a decision which had to be
made.
This is good business in the fourth quarter of 1999, up close and more
personal than I would have preferred.
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