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Ric Masten's Weekly - Words and One-Liner

Living Backward

may13.jpg - 41245 Bytes would it be easier to live life in reverse
like a videotape rewinding

oh, I'm sure it would take
some getting used to
walking backward that way
things constantly flying into my hands
but if I could start at the end
putting death behind me
at the beginning
just think of that!

going to sleep each night
waking up a little younger
mind clearing — strength returning
able to thread a needle
and throw a fastball again


and desire
stirring like a summer breeze at first
the flag barely moving
then flying triumphant
in the prevailing winds

as the days lengthen however
I realize
I am trading away lived experience
for adolescent energy
and a full head of hair

suddenly my father comes back to life
and once again I take him for granted
I begin to shrink
until sinking to my knees
I roll over in my crib
and wave good-bye to my feet

stripped of all identity
toothless and bald again
I slip back inside my mother
to dissolve in the absolute darkness
of never having been



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